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Melancholy madness

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Created on 2005-11-03 04:45:39 (#8702045), last updated 2006-04-24

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Name:	Jade
Birthdate:	06-17
Location:	Vermont, United States

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For what is it to die, but to stand in the sun and melt into the wind?
Kahlil Gibran

painting by Kristin Mallory

My name is Jade and I'm 22 and a lesbian. I suffer from bipolar depression. I really have no one to talk to other than people online. No one in my life can relate, and when I try to talk about it with anyone they think I'm crazy and should get "help". People don't like to talk about things they don't understand or things that make them uncomfortable. They say they love you, but it's only when you don't need them. When you need them to love you and you need them to care or listen, they're never there. I've been on medication, but they don't work. It's always the same thing, "here, take this, you'll feel better", but I don't. I never do.

I wish I were one of those people who enjoyed life. I wish I didn't have the mind I have. People always ask what I have to be so unhappy about, but that's the thing, I just am. I didn't choose this, nor would I wish it upon anyone else.